Cut and Paste, Start Again ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Amelia I haven't figured out how to put it into words yet. I just have this feeling in my pit of my stomach that ignores all the rational thoughts in my head that tell me that I didn't lose anything that I hadn't lost already. My stomach wants it to mean something. It should mean something when someone who used to love you is dead. My head responds that it doesn't, not this time, there's no meaning here. And my stomach turns. Until I find the words, if I ever find the words... well, rest in peace sounds dull and empty. But, I don't have anything else. 14:19 - 22 July 2008 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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