Cut and Paste, Start Again ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Long as I can see the light. I'm learning to be fearless, and I swear i get a little better at it every day. My grandfather passed a week ago, and contrary to everyone's opinion, this does upset me. It upsets me for the following reasons: B- For the first time in my life, I really do feel like I'm just plain and simply not a kid... Like if I can't take care of myself there aren't going to be any arms to hide in. I'm sure my mother feels this even more than I do, and yes, I still have her, but it's not the same. My whole life I've thought of him as being that person who would find a way to make things work for all of us. And then he got sick, and he got sicker, and he stopped making things work. And now he's just plain not there. 21:22 - 04 November 2006 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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